This is my Mentality. Enjoi.
can anybody else picture the shleeeepyness???

can anybody else picture the shleeeepyness???

broken eyes staring straight up to the blazing sky.

broken eyes staring straight up to the blazing sky.

at my fathers bungelow.

at my fathers bungelow.

I can feel the rythm in the womb, I’ve been blessed with good taste.

Theres not much I can apologize for but the fact that I am too much.

The goon hides behind her tasteless friends.

Come out and let your mother show you the waves of funk.

As I age I know what generation I should’ve been born with.

I love my style and the life that revolves around blessed musick.

Be one with the Kings of Funk and the Queens of Soul.

My vocals are unwinding to the beat of this addiction.

amen mother and father of funk gods.

Traveling words on a quest to the people.

I can finally let the music beating through my veins cleanse this soul of wisdom and honest feelings. To free my mind and become one with the atmosphere of what is love; my heart is an open canvas and I paint it daily. I am open and full of creativity, my dome consumes of the reality I live in and the honesty I can place you upon.

I can grip the face full of lies and grasp the false soul of a hypocrite, maybe if I show you what is real you can stop talking about this nonsense I call shit.

I inhale the poisoned reality and exhale what I can make my future, proving, to my own two soulfull, eyes that life is what I can make it. I look up to the words of my stimulating artists that inspire me to clear the words that travel through this rat trap mind of my own.

My mentality is everything you cannot accept but I can feed you my own views with a golden spoon. Leaving you with what pumps through my blood and what settles in this mind of mine.

When I saw Emmure at the All Stars tour I knew I was going to be stressed free the moment they went on stage.

Listening to this song made me think of lots of things.

Regrets, Guilt, Shame, and Life. That I can’t regret anything I have done because it makes me who I am in the present day. That guilt can only last for so long and we shouldn’t keep it on our chests for so long. That shame is nothing but a mind-fucking game we let others play on us. That life can happen only once so we have to live it like we will die tomorrow. Do what we can just to be happy alone or with someone.

After seeing Emmure I felt the weight of my self-corrupted world lift off of my lifeless shoulders. I knew I had begun to re-live the life I put on hold.

Negative = Positive.

A smell of this line of fantasies, feeling the drips of the all time blasphemy. Eyes begin to dilate. Time flies by and it’s beginning to become late. Taking away the reality with a hit of this all time blasphemy. As I awake I hear the heart pound, quiver and shake. I love the feelings of my secret, I’ve held it and heard it break. I’ve been built it up just for his sake. He is the only one I have left to break. Fuck you and the world you live in. I’m going to live and make it whether my heart can or cannot take it. 

He says I will fall and never make it. That I am going to be in the bottom and even below of the pit I was in when I had him hold my hand. Little does he know that I am above and finally away from him. Protection, yes I will take it. No we don’t want another accident. I’ve killed what was inside and alive. For the sake of what I thought was ‘true love’ and I soon begun to find out. We both faked it. I have just begun to move up and away from your violent love, I will soon become high and beyond above.

“It’s been a long time coming.” Three years of lies and false love. I have had enough of being confused and hurt. Always the one to blame and being treated like dirt. Fuck you and your existence. You are forever dead in my mind and heart. “Beyond Forever & Beyond Ever” is dead and far beyond gone as of that one chaotic Friday. Fuck you and your pitiful soul. 

Brotherly Love.

Talking to my brother is like talking to God.

I’m glad my mother had a son.

A line of excitement to get the night started is alright with me.
Being here with you is all I ever wanted and all I need.
You kept giving me that push to become tough when times got rough.
You’ve told me that things get better with time, and I believe you.
I feel so lifted high in the sky and you make me feel so beautified.
You’ve introduced me to the new realm of escaping reality and I love being here with you in my fantasy.
It’s a rush of sensual feelings and love that when we become high we feel so above.
I can do this all night with you living and laughing with our noses that bring wonders.

A line of excitement to get the night started is alright with me.

Being here with you is all I ever wanted and all I need.

You kept giving me that push to become tough when times got rough.

You’ve told me that things get better with time, and I believe you.

I feel so lifted high in the sky and you make me feel so beautified.

You’ve introduced me to the new realm of escaping reality and I love being here with you in my fantasy.

It’s a rush of sensual feelings and love that when we become high we feel so above.

I can do this all night with you living and laughing with our noses that bring wonders.